To that dreamer, with love

I honestly forgot how time consuming work can become... it's been eating up every ounce of my time lately I swear. And if I'm not working... I'm sleeping or attempting to scrounge up any time I can to be with friends... ah what a hassle...

Cosmic Dare

It's been a good enough time since I last put an update. Things are as eventful as always. Which is just about, well, not eventful at all. I'm rather partial to that though. A lack of excitement leads to time for relaxation. Relaxation bordering on stress. I just can't seem to choose really is better. It gets confusing sometimes I guess haha. I'm done with this entry. The premium trial ends in 9 days. That's sad hahaha

Gotta knock a little harder

I have to admit that's 3 more comments than I would have expected. Thanks for them though I really appreciate it. The mood in the house today is stressed/dull. One of us is having midterms. Not me haha luckily but one of is and she's a depressed little gal... it's just a bit unfortunate.

I have to say that I myself feel quite content. The quiet and my brother finally putting away his celebration drinks... have given me time for actual rest and reassurance from my close friends. It makes me glad. Extremely glad. It's just another quick entry here. I better get off before our little midterm taker gets even more sidetracked than she already is.

Underneath the Rotting Pizza...

For a first entry... let's write something I've been contemplating a bit lately. If you're in the mood for some happy stuff I'm sorry that you won't be finding it here at the moment. Maybe in the future!

All we ever do is take gambles with our lives. Like everyday can be thought as the idea of "so... how much am I willing to risk today?" or "how many chips do I lay down now?" The miniscule problems we have each day can turn into HUGE problems the day after if you make a wrong bet... or none at all. The shadows of your past, if left as is, have that opportunity, that chance... to come after you later.

So, how much longer will my friends be plagued by those shadows? Will they never leave? Always coming back to haunt and to hurt... aren't they allowed to be happy? How much more pain do the have to endure until they will be let off the hook? I'm not even sure what's going on exactly in the minds of the two Souheki-Haydens... what's going on that's making them change again? What's happening to Nan Yi? How much hope do we have now?

...What a stupid question that one was. We have a lot of hope. We have to have hope. If we don't have hope we're lost. There's nothing else after that. Well that made me feel just a little better. One more question then:

Who's ass are we gonna kick next?